So it's Back to the Future day. For those of you who don't know today was the day that Marty McFly and Doctor Emmett Brown traveled to and Marty had to save his son from doing something dumb so that he didn't cause the rest of his family go in a downward spiral.
I wish someone could have prevented the downward spiral that was today. Yes I'm sitting here again feeling sorry for the hand that has been given to me.
We had another endocrinology appointment today. But when Anastasia woke up she was shivering...I almost cancelled...perhaps I should have. After a dose of Tylenol she seemed better. So we headed to Albany. Well our appointment went okay but she was due for blood work. That meant going down to the blood lab...and getting them to draw 4 vials of blood.
Yeah that went well, they had to take the blood from the vein in her hand which hurts pretty bad as an adult, I can only imagine how bad it was for a toddler.
I am so tired of being positive about everything with this stupid disease. I'm tired of hurting my daughter on a daily basis just for her to live. It's exhausting. I know I know I do what I have to do, and I really do. But days like today make me want to just have a good cry.
I'm sorry for another sad pity me post, but sometimes it's the only way I can get everything out so I can just move past it.
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