I am at the end of my rope right now. Granted in a couple of weeks (or maybe days) I'll be back to my perky happy self, but for now I am overly stressed and upset at things I know are out of my control.
The dermatologist appointment went just about as expected. Officially diagnosed with alopecia univertalis. It's very hard to treat, even worse with someone as young as Anastasia. However for now we are trying a steroid cream in a small part of her head for a few weeks to see if it helps. He is also going to ask his colleagues at Columbia Presbyterian for some insight.
I keep thinking what on earth could I have done to cause this to happen to my baby? Yes I know it's nobody's fault but I wish it was just so I can blame someone.
So we have this stressing me out as well as Anastasia just not behaving for me. I can't tell you how many times I have been talked back to for the past few weeks. It kills me. I have pretty much had it. I wish I could go one week without her being a snot to me. It's all just part of being a parent I guess.
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