The reality is...

We need to put Ana on Child Health plus...like soon.  The expenses of the doctors for the many things that are wrong has piled up.  So as hard as the decision is to do it, we are pursuing it.  Its a scary reality, but we have to do it to care for our baby.  So for now all the big tests are postponed.  Once everything is settled we will reschedule.

Another reality I discovered tonight was that my baby being sick 3 years ago saved another little girl a week later.  I never looked at it from that perspective but in a way it was a blessing.

So as upset as I am about how rough its been I am glad some good came out of it.

Next week I meet with the director of special ed to get the nurse situation squared away.  It should go smoothly...but a little extra prayer won't  hurt.